*PROMENADE..

it was a thursday afternoon at school, an ordinary day at the moment i could say.

to be continued..

So, I love this boy. He’s my world. But he doesn’t care. He’s off with some girl. She’s probably prettier than me; she’s probably nicer and smarter too. But no matter how great she is… she’ll never love him like I do. It’s not fair how she can just show up one day. I know I never had him, but it’s like she took him away. Doesn’t he get it? All I want to do is hear him say to me… ‘I love you.’

i've learned..

that all you can do is be someone who can be loved-the rest is up to them. that no matter how much i care, some people just dont care back. that it's not what you have in your like, but who you have that really matters. that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes-but after that, you better know something. that we are responsible for what we do no matter how we feel. that money is a lousy way of keeping score. that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. that you dont need to change - you just need to be completed. that you can do something in an instant that can give you a heartache for life. that its taking me a long time to become the person i want to be. that sometimes when im angry, i have the right to be- but it doesnt give me the right to be cruel. that maturity has more to do with what types of experienced you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. that when someone doesn't love you the way you want, it doesn't mean they dont love you with all they have. that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they dont love each other, and just because they dont argue it doesnt mean that they do. that two people could look at the same exact thing and see something completly different. that we dont have to change friends if we understand that friends change. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. that you can keep going long after you can't. that wither you control your attitude or it controls you. that my friends and i can do anything or nothing and still have the best time. that true friendship continues to grow- even over the long distance- that goes for true love too. that wanting to know everything isn't always good for you- but in the end sometimes helps you realize the truth. that even when you think you have no more to give- when a friend cries, you find the strength to help. that maybe you need to let go of some onr, just to realize that you need them in your life and see if they need you back.

HOLY HEAT! lol. Tiring.

So tiriinggg!! All we did in school was gardening. I swear. I even brought a jacket with me. Oh, I wore it while doing the gardening crap. So what happened was, I felt really hot. I was perspiring like hell. It’s like double the heat if you’re not wearing a jacket. Could you imagine how hot it is? It’s okay. Atleast I didn’t get my skin burned. haha. Oh && yeah, not to mention I forgot my sun block! God. So technically, i looked like a live tomato for goodness sake! lol. That wasn’t quite good. I hated it. Literal. So yeah, but it was fun though. We had our two hour break. w/c was cool. We only made tambay sa classroom and slept zzZZzz.. thank god coz despite the heat that we encountered outside, we have our classroom that’s always ready to comfort us! (uhh.. yeah sure whatever. That was senseless betta. Had no connexion. -_-?) So we went back to our room coz they said so. And I said so too. Good thing its air-conditioned... so there we got enough energy too face the battle ahead :p (yeah right betta!) no seriously, it really hot outside. Especially at noon right? So yeah, I think I made my point there. Nyahaha. I could literally say SUN of a b*tch rather than Son of a b*tch at that time. lol. But anyway, it was fun hanging out with the whole dept., I had fun. Really. And happy, because were finished it. I’m still thankful that God somehow gave us the chance to bond with our so called brothers and sisters, despite the tiring job ahead, he gave us the strength and the ability to work responsibly. This is probably his way of bringing us together and the essence of working as a team. Malamang diba, if you want your plot to be nice, you should work hard, for it to make it nice right? ofcourse you need to help each other. I hope all our hardwork pays-off :)